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Thr Mind of Doc  So with the semester winding down and in the middle of exams and stilling having to pack I figured what could be more important than updating my Livejournal, so I decided to write my year in review. All and all it was a great year. I met some amazing people I am glad to call my friends. I know that they are people I will be looking forward to seeing again come August. Not everyone is staying and I will miss you Virginia and Ashleigh. The best part of my time here this year had to be getting DJ of the semster with my co-host Big Al. The show was always a great break from the work for two hours, not to mention one hell of a great time. The endless 3 AM nights just hanging out and talking with everyone were awesome. MERT was an awesome expierence that I'm definately going to enjoy 10 times more as supply officer next year. I also realized that most of the memories I have of this year are just memories, so next year I will become the picture KING. I enjoyed almost every moment here this year and want to remember the next one even better. As for the summer I will try to update the LJ on the cronicles of camp/EMS, depending on what job I accept. If its EMS I doubt I will be on too often as I will be living in Toms River and have no internet. The phone will always work though so I will call and hope to be called. Till after exams Peace! So yeah haven't touched this now for 10 days and figured now would be a good time. So I got a call on Tuesday that my Grandfather passed away which meant a trip home for me for the funeral. We all cried and in true Irish tradition laughed and celebrated his life rather than mourning his death. My cousin Tommy gave a great eulogy that had all of us thinking of his smiling face and the smell of Kool cigarettes. Then after the re-pass my cousins from Iowa and Arizona went out to see my cousin Mikey in "Bat Boy" the Musical. Gotta love the incest and animal orgy. After that I learned that my cousins are both drinkers and went to find an open liquor store, but also learned that liquor stores close at ten in NJ. We were able to find some rum and whiskey in the basement though and had a good night anyways, espicially with Will's birthday drunk dial, no man has ever told me he loved me so much. Then it was back up to Bona's where on the way I became the luckiest speeder on the face of the earth as the cop trying to pull me over came so close into getting in a wreck that he pulled that car over and found that I was doing a perfect 65 when he took another gun on me. Sorry to that guy out there but man I am one lucky SOB. Upon my return to Bonaland I attempted to sooth my sorrows with used video games at EB and got three for $20. That didn't sooth me however as I still feel depressed. I think I know what I need to do to get out of this funk though so V-mac if your reading this please let me chat with you. RIP James Francis Dolan 4/4/06 Current mood:  depressed.
So yeah, I have had this link in my profile for about 3 or 4 days now and figured I should actually start filling it out. So I begin my journal on a weird note. Lately a lot of things have had me focused on home and I find myself feeling like I am pushing my friends away. I feel like I'm not being there for them right now especially Al as he is in a real tough situation. I feel like I've turned cold to anyone but myself and have become snippy and sensitive with everyone. At the same time though I became too clingy with other people and actually really pissed one of them off and for that I am sorry. I just want the person to know that I didn't do it on purpose and when your ready please drop me a line. Hopefully things will pick up soon. Current mood: crappy.
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